You see, I have to practice.
If I don't practice, I'm afraid I'll lose control badly.
And if I lose control badly that might be embarrassing not just for me
but for you.
And I would so hate for you to be uncomfortable.
But I'm not sure if that's completely true. Let me tell you about my research.
I am interested in the body. I am interested in your body.
No, that's not right!
If we are bodies. If we don't just have a body.
But sometimes it feels as if I am not part of my body, but I am controlling it like a puppet.
When does this happen? It happens when I fail. It happens when I lose control. It happens when I feel pain. And in the same manner of being, sometimes I am myself. But sometimes I am outside. Losing control.
And I am interested in the liminality of this state. The boundary conditions. Because everything breaks down. Eventually.
